Today is November 27, 2017. Three more days till December, one more month for 2018.
You could just wait. You’ve been procrastinating for several years now, just wait to January to start your diet. Just wait till January to start getting out of bed earlier, to work on your goals. Whats another month gonna do anyways? Just wait…
“The soul of the sluggard craves and gets nothing, while the soul of the diligent is richly supplied.”
I am beyond tired of craving and not obtaining anything. Tired of craving for a better life style, for a healthier me. Craving to continue my education, craving to read more, travel more , learn new hobbies, craving , craving , craving. Craving to… be a new me.
Why? Oh why is it so hard?
As a Christian, I am aware of the attacks of the enemy, but procrastination? Yea, I believe the enemy has fun with this one. I am sure there’s not much work to it…. its us who are at fault for not learning how to crucify our flesh and our bodily wants.
” I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.”
But I am done. I have had it. I refuse to wait one more month. I refuse to wait till January is here to start ‘fresh’. I refuse to let my laziness win. I have had it.
I will set my alarm way earlier than needed. I will get myself moving , I will have daily meetings with my Father and I will overcome.
Staring tomorrow I’ll even look on Pinterest for monthly challenges…. meanwhile I’ll finish my McDonalds’ fries and just think about how long I’ve been waiting for a better ‘tomorrow’…